Zeb, the albinoblacksheep is on the roof again!

I think that the internet plays too large of a part in my life. On my bookshelf, I have a badger stuffed animal and a Jesus Christ action figure.

My, those shoulder pads are sexy

Why is everything an uphill battle? I'm self-diagnosing myself as being bipolar and here is why

What Are the Symptoms of Bipolar Disorder?
Bipolar disorder causes dramatic mood swings—from overly "high" and/or irritable to sad and hopeless, and then back again, often with periods of normal mood in between. Severe changes in energy and behavior go along with these changes in mood. The periods of highs and lows are called episodes of mania and depression.

Signs and symptoms of mania (or a manic episode) include:
Increased energy, activity, and restlessness
Excessively "high," overly good, euphoric mood
Extreme irritability
Racing thoughts and talking very fast, jumping from one idea to another
Distractibility, can't concentrate well
Little sleep needed
Unrealistic beliefs in one's abilities and powers
Poor judgment
Spending sprees
A lasting period of behavior that is different from usual
Increased sexual drive
Abuse of drugs, particularly cocaine, alcohol, and sleeping medications
Provocative, intrusive, or aggressive behavior
Denial that anything is wrong

Signs and symptoms of depression (or a depressive episode) include:
Lasting sad, anxious, or empty mood
Feelings of hopelessness or pessimism
Feelings of guilt, worthlessness, or helplessness
Loss of interest or pleasure in activities once enjoyed, including sex
Decreased energy, a feeling of fatigue or of being "slowed down"
Difficulty concentrating, remembering, making decisions
Restlessness or irritability
Sleeping too much, or can't sleep
Change in appetite and/or unintended weight loss or gain
Chronic pain or other persistent bodily symptoms that are not caused by physical illness or injury
Thoughts of death or suicide, or suicide attempts.

Kinda creepy. I think it's because of loneliness. I need a girlfriend...or boyfriend for that matter. I'm really picky right now.

Failure

I would like to take this time to lament for John and Porche, for their inelligability to participate in their respective events. Will are sorry.

Room Raiders

Ok, so I admit I like to watch a few cheesy MTV shows. So I was watching room raiders, texas today and I fell in love with Stephanie who goes to UNT; I was so sad she wasn't picked. Now I'm watching this one with gay guys who all go to UT, and they're all pretty disgusting, actually. I'm not sure how this guy is gonna like anyone.

CrHappy Valentines Day

So, its true. If you don't have a partner, Valentine's day seems pretty bad; I don't care how romantic the Latin people are. So I was too lazy to do research, but I really want to know how Valentine's day started. Honestly, I don't Valentine's day, because it is only a day, but there were some bitter people at the school who didn't get any pink lemonade.

The world is my valentine!

A beautiful smile to hide the pain

I'm not really depressed or anything, I just thought that there wasn't enough teen angsty titles out there. 20,000,000 points to whomever can name the song from which the title is.
So, has anyone else fallen into a crazy procrastination pattern? I've started doing things like papers and projects in the morning, so I get up with plenty of time. However, if I don't use the time I end up listening to music at 5:00 am and blogging about it, and then I'll get up later next time.

In summary, I now know why Dr. Pepper makes life better.

Guanabana

OMG, guys. Guess what, if we advance to BPA nationals, they're in Florida! Totally off subject. I can't type. I'm tired and overworked, but I have to watch a movie now. I have a secret