Why?

"Why" is the perfect title for my life right now. Why are all my friends conniving assholes? Why is everything wrong? Why is something that was right before, now wrong? Why do I have to choose a career now? Why am I just another white sophomore. (i don't say white to be racist, i say it to state fact). It makes it hard to choose a college when none of them want white people anymore! I miss all the people who graduated last year, i feel a big hole where they used ot be. Everything that defined high school for me when I was a fish is now gone. I'm nervous about our first marching competition this year. The show itself is good, but the band is crap. With some luck, we might pull off a two. If people thought that lori made mistakes, they were in for a surprise when Tara came and took over. Too much crap is going on at the same time. I already need a break. I like chemistry w/ Mr. Carey and BCIS w/ Mrs Davenport, though. They're my favorite teachers. School is nice with Mr. Oldham, the new principle. We can wear flip-flops now. I was feeling depressed and was watching the presedential debates for an english assignment, which made me think of chris fisher, so i went to his blog, where i clicked a link to lori's blog, where i wanted to comment, so i created my own blog. I was depressed, but i feel better now. I cant wait for one act play to start, I'll have to post pics.