Take control of me

Does everybody feel like their friends are always changing. Like suddenly nobody is who you thought they were? What's worse is when you step back and wonder if they are the one's who are changing or if it's you. Maybe you aren't the same person, and you need different things from people now. The people you always felt right with somehow are wrong now. It makes me just want to be rid of this place.

I wish I didn't care what others thought of me, but I do.